Sad Evening.

I am very sad today. Whole day has been fucking to me . I arouse at 7.30 and saw my lapy, I found that the anti virus had loaded and then quickly I installed it, and ran a full system scan but result, totally fucked. Lapy got hanged. I tempered, what the fuck that was. I started abusing to tarun, he was responsible for that. Yesterday when he transfered some thing from my computer, some virus had entered in my lapy. That is the main cause of my present problem. Now I am very sad that how it will be repaired. The DVD drive of my lapy is not working thats make it difficult. How it will be formatted. I don't know.

Actually I was little bit disappointed since last night when in 20-20 world cup SA was beat by PAK. SA was one of my favorite team but that is also out of context. That inhaled me. Rest, I have no info about any thing , what happened today in the earth. Today much of my time has wasted in day dreaming. Actually my days are not going well. My cellphone is not working. I have not talked to my parents since wednesday. I am missing them very much.

Yes now I am returning to day dreaming. I dreamed about me and pictured my self as billionaire of future. I will be famous enterprenurer. I will be one of the most rich person of the country. I will have a very talented lady as my wife. She will love me. I dont know but I am very prone to day dreaming. It may be stupid thing but it is good. I got a lot of motivation by this.

Other day dream was related with energy problem. I saw that in future scientist will able to convert every matter into energy. Means they will be able to produce primitive material which constituted this universe. That primitive material was pure energy. That why I am praying for the success of big bang experiment by large hadron collider. This will be the milestone in such discoveries which will change the value of human.

Thank You. Now I am stopping this but will back with some extraordinary. Love you.

Brainstorm

Good Morning

I am writing this post just after I have studied for 2 hours, which includes newspaper, and 100 vocabulary and solved two comprehension passages. I am getting bored, my heartbeat is high which is causing some pain means either I am remembering some one or some one remembering me. But now  leave this matter, today I read a story in news paper that Shiney Ahuja a famous film star has accepted that he did rape of his servant. So this is very serious cause bcz this is first time when a film star has been accused to such case. I don't know what will be court's  decision but this is the certain that his filmy career is almost over.

OK so don't worry about Shiney, he will get right justice for his indeed. Today is going to be very busy day for me bcz I scheduled so many things for today. Today is the first semifinal of ICC 20-20 between Pakistan and south Africa, which is resembling as match between past and future. Africans are in little bid edge but we cant predict any thing in this format of game, so wait till night.

Now a days I am insisting my self for study, I am getting little bit success and I am sure that after some time my study will be in full pace.

This is very beautiful morning filled with bird's songs, I am currently feeling little bit love with nature, and remembering all those who have loved me once in life. Ya some were cheater but that don't matter for me, all of they are glorious persons for me. I am remembering to my mother, to my sister. I am remembering some past moments when I was in field with goats and when I was playing in dirty ponds, really I am remembering those moments when we normally passed my days in very hot summer in the field. I am remembering those days when only for 50 paise I chased to truck driver. I am remembering all the moment and comparing to the present , lot of things has been changed. I did many thing of different variety. All the past moments are filling me with emotions. I am surprising that how past time is changing.

Yesterday my one friend was very frustrated, she told me that she is not going to get job. I do not think why only bcz of little failure, peoples creates there own opinion. Although she has no other problem but only bcz of low credit in one subject she made her opinion about job. In our country at least, there is no problem of jobs. I think a person should be multidimensional to improve the probability of job. There are some socking moments in my life also but I am not demoralising, I am changing my targets and try to working on them. Although my parents are thinking that I will be on my feet very soon but this is also not putting any pressure on me.

At last I remembered a girl to whom I loved. I have no info about her since last one and half month, but now she is not more looking as a dream for me. In future let us see that she missed a Chance or I missed a chance. But now I am not thinking about her. Although it is not easy to forget a girl who entered in my heart, but I will be successful. I am very alone here no one is in my wing so life is going like arid means no sign of life.

Yesterday I watched a movie,"Keeping the faith". A very nice movie, it shows true friendship and sacrifices. It told that u should think about happiness of that girl to whom u love bcz she is obviously your best friend. It also tells that it may be possible that your wife may very handsome and smart and of different job and at different parameter of success but after all love is love. A must watch movie in my sense. The smile of that cute girl is really unforgotten to me. She was really a girl to be a friend, bcz she had no attitude of her success, she did not misbehave with her friend when he told that he love her.

Now its 7.00 am and I am going to study.

Thank you.

Google Earth : Maniac..........

GOOGLE EARTH: MADE ME CRAZY.

Foreign tourism has been my dream since childhood. But this opportunity is only for luckier ones and for hardworkers. I do not have both chareteristic. But my interest for this has been never depressed. So when I listened about google earth four year ago, that I could see any place by it through satelite image, i became crazy about it. Initial google earth had only basic features like only satelite image of earth and name of places. But with time it has improved it self with many interesting application. Now in google earth Complete America, Europe, Japan, Australia, Newzeeland are open. You can rome over sreet in three dimenssional view. You can serch restrau, and all important places. You can see different pics world wide and even can upload you pics on it through panoramia. Now it is available with better resolution but satelite image is still 2 year old but it doesn't matter any more. You can get any adress by only altitude and latitude. Here you can see geographical complexian of earth.

I have roamed many cities and many land scapes through it . It has really thrilled me. Here I am displying some pictures, which is proving my interest..

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This ia a beach in australia. Image by street view.

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Hills in australia.

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scenes in britain

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Ocean in australia.

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This in not any design, these are farms in US. For centred irrigation.

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Salt flat in US: Famous for speed way. Car had been driven here with speed of 1000 km/h

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A street near eifil tower, PARIS

Paris

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This ia image of my school JNV Kanpur

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This is my village.

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A street in Philadelphia

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ROME

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Scotland

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UNITED STATES OF AMERICA

Farms

snow covered road

road in california

lake

motor way

hill

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Texas road

Street view in alasca. You can't dare to think about this.

again alasca

I hope that now you are also feeling crazy. Dont worry next time i will be with some thing new.

Thank you

Virginity is a dignity or lack of opportunity

GOOD EVENING

I am very happy. In the morning, when I was doing some work of my project and was feeling bored, then I dont know why I had started to think about life. I evaluated that I enjoyed many things in life, and I am planning to enjoy every moment of life. Suddenly my mobile rang, my one old friend was calling. During conversation as a fun he asked me an enthralling question. Such things normally awkward to me. He asked I have any girl friend? I replied, no, of course no, and presently I am not thinking so. He taunted that oh!!! bhaisahab, why I am wasting my life, If I am still virgin then half of my life is useless. I asked him, how? He told me that I know that. !!!!! After that, for a moment I thought, why sex is so interesting. I had always learnt that virginity is a dignity.

Every one has been telling me that character is the most precious gem of human being. So according to you, what is character? "character is an evaluation of a particular individual's moral qualities. The concept of character can imply a variety of attributes including the existence or lack of virtues such as integrity, courage, fortitude, honesty, and loyalty, or of good behaviors or habits. Moral character primarily refers to the assemblage of qualities that distinguish one individual from another.". So according to this definition, if we observe the topics, then we find that the points which have ability to interfere my discussion are honesty, and loyalty, good behaviors or habits. So does sex is a part of habit, means does it is a bad habit? Do we lose our honesty and loyalty by premarital sex. This is really very complex topic.

So what does meant by virginity. The state of virginity often has special significance, usually as something to be respected or valued. This is especially true in societies where there are traditional or religious views associating sexual exclusiveness with marriage. Female virginity is closely interwoven with personal or even family honor in many cultures, especially those known as shame societies, in which the loss of virginity before marriage is a matter of deep shame. For example, among the Bantu of South Africa, virginity testing or even the suturing of the labia majora (called infibulation) has been commonplace. Traditionally, Kenuzi girls (of the Sudan) are married before puberty (Godard, 1867), by adult men who inspect them manually for virginity (Kenedy, 1970). Female circumcision is later performed at puberty to ensure chastity.

But now the time is changing. In real sense, sex is natural desire for man. Sex is regulated by so complex reactions inside brain and body. If we look at biology of sex then we find that "In biology, sex is a process of combining and mixing genetic traits, often resulting in the specialization of organisms into male and female types. How novel it is looking. Actually main theme behind sex is that it fills a man with joy and pleasure, so, who does not want this pleasure?

As I experienced  I have listen many opinions about virginity. Now I am giving scientific point of view for virginity, There is a thin covering of tissues over vaginal canal.  This layer is so week that If we take this as indicator then no sport woman is perfectly virgin, while,  In the case of men, very less males are virgin, everyone enjoy masturbation in teen age.

Now let me come up to the main question, is virginity is any property or asset? Is this also play as important asset for a female as dowry for happy wed life. I am a man and I want that my wife should be virgin, because I am keeping my virginity safe. Now another critical question. It is very easy to test female virginity but what about male? Let us left this matter but Till now it is really very complicated matter. I still believe, sex isn't just a composition of body movements in a rhythmic fashion, but almost a spirtual act of complete commitment to the other person. Loosing your virginity is much more than sex. It's one of those things that once it's gone, it's gone forever. And, I don't understand, that how can people give THAT special of a thing to just anyone? If losing your virginity wasn't suppose to be special, wouldn't God make a self-fixing hymen?

If God is everywhere and a wedding is performed to unite two people in front of God, then why is it necessary to perform this act in front of others if you've already considered the person your partner in your heart? Where God already is? Why is the declaration of you as a married couple necessary to express your love to your partner? Isn't it more important to get married when you are both truly ready? But does that mean you have to hold off your expression of love until then?

Many of my friends told me that that you must not do any sex before marriage, this will improve your loyalty with your wife. I asked this question to one of my friend, he is in paris, most romantic city of the world, so why he is not trying sex with french women? It cost only 30 euro, but he will have a life time experience of different flavor  But surprisingly he denied it. He told that he is very loyal to his wife, which he will have. I thought, what is the main reason of this faith, after long time I concluded that he is right. Actually you virginity is a very important asset of happy life. The man/woman who do sex first time in life commonly never forget it. So if that sex partner is your life partner then this may be the guaranty of strong love.

In this world most of the peoples are learnt self dependency since childhood. Such people do not believe in virginity. They simply tells that this life is to be enjoy, so enjoy this. According to them however sex is a part of love but it is not most necessary part. If your partener is not virgin then that will not reduce your pleasure of sex. So this is not looking good to be virging till marry. But why they are not thinking that, this attitude is creating so many big problems in there society. Many of childrens do not know there fathers. ?????!!!! But I am supporting these people by this statement, If you don't know whether you are sexually compatible with someone, why would you want to commit your life to that person?’ “What if you marry someone and the sex is horrible?!”. Yes man really.Depends on how you feel, if you and your partner are both virgins then sometimes people feel theres more meaning to it, but if the both of your are inexperienced it can be very awkward.

If you and ur partner are both virgins, than it's better to do it with your partner, but if you don't have a partner or if your partner is an experienced one, then you better lose your virginity with an experienced one definitely, most guys do their first time with a prostitute, a professional prostitute and who is much more older than they are, and I think that that is a very good thing. If you want to have a girlfriend, don't be shy with them and be funny, but remember don't lose your self, be yourself, don't try to be someone else, just because you'll think that by being like other cool guys, it'll make you get a girlfriend. Just wait and the right girl will come along, and she will love for who you are.

  In present scenario I cant tell any thing. But in many case it may be lack of opportunity. But if I believe in my heart then for me, the words of wisdom.... WAIT TILL YOU ARE IN LOVE!!!! sex means nothing without love, at least for me. I love having sex with my ex even though it may not very good, but I love having sex with her because I loved her....But if I had sex with a friend whom I had no feelings for and it may be horrible and it may felt wrong. just wait till your in love   and it wont matter whos a virgin or not. According to peoples talk, in 90% cases it is lack of opportunity. But what is reality I don't know.