One reflective man wrote some amazing words,
The last month has been really different for me. I suffered a tough emotional life. Lot of pain. But bad part of it was that I tried to transfer a part of it to you. As once I told you that love is involuntary process and it happens, but the things in my hand are my responses. But, I failed in that despite I tried my best.
I know that it is normal that few things marks a great impact on us, last 75 days have marked a great impact on my emotions. The most embarrassing thing was that I never tried to empathize with you and sent messages to you despite no responses. I should not need to do that. I needed to apply more efforts on myself to control my emotions. Now at emotional level I am feeling much better so I am trying to realize the mistakes done by me. Really, it was too bad that i was focusing on me, and never tried to know the things running at the other hand.
I am assuming that things have been tough for you, I never tried to care for your emotions. Really, according to me the things had been frustrating and irritating and this was crime at my side.
I promise you that in future I am not going to disturb you. Really, I can assume your side and can assume that decisions for you have been really tough. So, plz don't consider any such things that I was expecting some decision from your side, I love you and I will love you, but my love for you will be just limited up to my emotions and commitment for you. I am not expecting any thing from you.
Rest, with me everything is fine. I am recovering myself, and trying to plan something to build myself. I have learnt lot of things in this case, and really I am not going to fall in any one sided love as heart pain has been unbearable for me, Rest i have learnt the difficulties of decisions and making choices.
The last month has been really different for me. I suffered a tough emotional life. Lot of pain. But bad part of it was that I tried to transfer a part of it to you. As once I told you that love is involuntary process and it happens, but the things in my hand are my responses. But, I failed in that despite I tried my best.
I know that it is normal that few things marks a great impact on us, last 75 days have marked a great impact on my emotions. The most embarrassing thing was that I never tried to empathize with you and sent messages to you despite no responses. I should not need to do that. I needed to apply more efforts on myself to control my emotions. Now at emotional level I am feeling much better so I am trying to realize the mistakes done by me. Really, it was too bad that i was focusing on me, and never tried to know the things running at the other hand.
I am assuming that things have been tough for you, I never tried to care for your emotions. Really, according to me the things had been frustrating and irritating and this was crime at my side.
I promise you that in future I am not going to disturb you. Really, I can assume your side and can assume that decisions for you have been really tough. So, plz don't consider any such things that I was expecting some decision from your side, I love you and I will love you, but my love for you will be just limited up to my emotions and commitment for you. I am not expecting any thing from you.
Rest, with me everything is fine. I am recovering myself, and trying to plan something to build myself. I have learnt lot of things in this case, and really I am not going to fall in any one sided love as heart pain has been unbearable for me, Rest i have learnt the difficulties of decisions and making choices.
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